The Rising Moment

In childhood, I had a very bad experience in school, where I was judged by my teacher. I was small at that time, I didn't find out the reason for which she scolded me in front of the whole class. She shattered with me badly with harsh words. She came into class and started asking questions  from my classmates. One by one, my turn came and she started asking questions. I remembered, I answered some but also forgot some. Unexpectedly, she directly slapped me in front of the whole class. I was shocked and started crying in front of her. She bad-mouthed me. I didn’t know what was the reason behind it, in fact she was at that level of rage, she started talking about untouchability and skin tone. I was so small i didn’t know that there is some color discrimination existed. That you have to start facing these issues from school. I was still standing on my bench and cried, and tried to figure out what was the reason that she behaved in such a way and she continued till the bell rang and the next period started. She left. I was crying on the bench and my friends asked me to stop but I didn't stop, the whole period goes over, coincidently that period was free period. I continued crying. After crying for half an hour, in the next period, two of my teachers came for a visit. And asked my classmate for the issue. After knowing, they calmed me and offered water to drink. I stopped crying and never talked to that teacher. I cried a lot in my house remembering what was my mistake. Still I can't find that mistake. I never told my parents about this incident. Never discuss this with someone. I accepted and decided to get things changed and I studied hard, participated in activities in school. After sometime my final exam results were announced and I stood first in class. I secured maximum marks in her subject. My teachers came to me. Gave their congratulations and blessings to me. She also came and congratulated me and I remembered those things she did with me at that moment but I realised that my hard work pays off. She can forget things that she did with me but I can't. The mentality that people possess. I realised that after acceptance you get succeed in life and your loved ones will love you anyway. You have to accept things and move. This is the rule of life. I started learning to love myself, it’s the hardest thing I have ever done. After sometime, I realised that it never affects the opinion of others, they don’t matter. In fact, complaining people are not even a part of your life. Then why do I get affected with her harsh words. I had let it go. You can't get happiness if you hold things or stuck in these negative things but yes, one thing I got that time is that you are the only reason for your happiness, no one can replace you and crying doesn’t make you weak, it gets you stronger due to removal of all hatred, anger and anxiety. After crying, I felt so relaxed that I accepted myself as I am, no one can affect me. I am strong enough to make things right. Acceptance will help you to feel relaxed. Accept yourself when nobody will because these nobody are never your well wisher. Be a true lover for your beautiful Soul. accept it and love it to the moon and back. Acceptance is the powerful weapon which can help you win every situation in life. You are way more powerful than you think you are.

 Start accepting yourself as you are, the universe will fall in love with you.